home from the movies down queen street
and if i felt my shoes
walk on without me, in
the image of a mid-night puddle
as the late car streaks by slowly
would it be so bad to stop
and watch them go?
i turn right and jump up
on the final step—slip slightly
at the peak, a glimpse
of possible concussions.
whether they watch me or not
changes little—not their red light or my green. drive on if you dare and run me down—you, the individual. show the world your passion.
the individual behind me passes on, one of many. what a shame
for him i guess, not me—
it would be odd to die.
too bad for the chump though.
when my feet ahead hit dundas
the world comes into focus,
fractured segments stitched together in an uneasy quilt. so many
patches, the individuals,
all asleep inside; save for a few
poor souls beside me, and myself still on the way.
all this talk of blankets
makes me feel the night
behind my eyelids; good as such that i arrive at home. but there
is noise in the living room,
laughing; voices; nights i missed and did not live, rubbed deeply.
rubbing my eyes deeply
does not dislodge the night— i simply sit and let it simmer waiting for the dark to die down.