past
bag in hand, i make my way downtown
past the posters of young folks eating fresh
draped on the window of a foreclosed room
“we’ll see you soon!” they say;
past an ever-busy restaurant after six,
where two men dot the rooftop with their tools.
i carry myself along the wide–sided walk
past the spot i watched my streetcar cross
and tried, in vain, to catch;
past the mass of eager transit-goers waiting for the next,
whose commitment i respect
and laugh at as i walk along.
crossing down the food-truck street now
i glance around at restaurants past the way,
whose food i don’t believe i’ll ever taste;
past the slower students on my walk
who seem to have no place to go at all
coming now to where i need to be.
tired, now, and five hours older
i recount my way back along those same streets
and make it to the car this time, in time;
back out onto the street now, i watch the crowd march by
past the hand-made signs beside the ones from some store online
and note how loud we can sound with a soul inside.
and now i turn the corner, past a happy huddle of friends
past that ever-busy restaurant and the fleet of boys-on-bikes
prepared to ferry food across city streets, and i continue on
(i wonder what he eats before he sleeps at home?)
past the man puffing smoke between his fingers
and the smell that lingers on after he goes
until i find myself back where i began,
bag in hand;
and then i get to work.